Photo by Eugene Lagunov on Unsplash vanity I am a clown of vanity seeking validation everywhere chasing empty meaning to exhaustion from one shallow high to the next tired of the chase and the energy I waste I find no peace in rest endlessly repeating what does not work for me my masks weigh heavy…
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Photo by Johny Goerend on Unsplash beat of your heart when my attempts of feeling your heart when yearning for its beat meet with exhaustion and distance with circumstance and busyness when my longing for its joyful song its delicious embrace flirt with disruption and disconnection with impatience and avoidance I will recall the ease…
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Photo by Viktor Forgacs on Unsplash no way out I can’t meditate my insecurities away escape my past and numb the leftovers I can’t talk my way out re-telling my story reaching for better thoughts without taking perspective I can’t be dieting or fasting myself into a better me reshaping my soul through exercise my…
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Photo by Justinas Teselis on Unsplash melting there are my tears that you won’t see there are the sobs you would not hear and no patience to read my words there are the moments we don’t get to share and a spaciousness you can’t fill there is the pain I often hide yearning for more…
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Photo by Mitch de Klein on Unsplash pleasure is water showering my head and blissful sensations trickling down tickling me a soft breeze stroking the sun kissing my face it is sweat rewarding my effort and strong winds filling my sails the cold shaking and warmth embracing me it is me rising up effortlessly against…
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Photo by Didssph on Unsplash coming out I hear your call but might not heed it coming out of my shell is sometimes too much to ask I like the freedom to retreat into its sanctuary into rest pause and stillness laziness of thought and action into the shelter of quietness when I join you…
Read morethe shape of music
Photo by Jason Leung on Unsplash the shape of music never still continuously flowing from one interval to the next expanding in colour intensity and quiet pause excitement and curiosity builds in the presence and absence of sound leading to liberation from thought enticing spontaneity in action following, breaking and playing with its rhythmical guidance…
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pain stop advocating pain is good for me good to ignore and fine to override stop telling me there is no gain without you can’t convince me of accepting your brutality as a gift it is unwanted stop telling me to distrust my own responses by trusting you you don’t resonate your size doesn’t fit …
Read moremy hands desire
Photo by Ricardo Gomez Angel on Unsplash my hands desire my hands desire can’t find you my kisses won’t reach my body not hugging your warmth my moves not merging with yours though my heart remembers what the touch of your soul the sweetness of your embrace and the flowing into play feel like it…
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Photo by Jen Theodore on Unsplash questions have you ever quietened your mind enough to hear your body speak have you ever experienced being in discord with what you have been told have you ever felt in doubt about what has been sold to you as truth, fact or science have you ever lived in…
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Photo by Mulyadi on Unsplash giving up I am giving up on competing trying to be better cleverer than anyone else and on getting the biggest piece of cake I am giving up on attempting to influences outcomes that are beyond my reach or outside my circle I am giving up on having the end…
Read moreI hope something beautiful happens to you today
I hope something beautiful happens to you, today I hope you will meet your heart in a strangers smile and kindness, laughter and joy in the company you keep I hope you trust in answering your call moving the bound and freeing the flow following your resonance and tuning into the depths of your being …
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