pain

pain stop advocating pain is good for me good to ignore  and fine to override stop telling me  there is no gain without you can’t convince me of accepting your brutality as a gift  it is unwanted stop telling me  to distrust my own responses by trusting you you don’t resonate your size doesn’t fit …

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my hands desire

Photo by Ricardo Gomez Angel on Unsplash my hands desire my hands desire can’t find you my kisses won’t reach my body not hugging your warmth my moves not merging with yours though my heart remembers what the touch of your soul the sweetness of your embrace and the flowing into play feel like it…

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questions

Photo by Jen Theodore on Unsplash questions have you ever quietened your mind enough to hear your body speak have you ever experienced being in discord with what you have been told have you ever felt in doubt about what has been sold to you as truth, fact or science have you ever lived in…

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giving up

Photo by Mulyadi on Unsplash giving up I am giving up on competing trying to be better cleverer than anyone else and on getting the biggest piece of cake I am giving up  on attempting to influences outcomes that are beyond my reach or outside my circle I am giving up on having the end…

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I hope something beautiful happens to you today

I hope something beautiful happens to you, today I hope you will meet your heart in a strangers smile  and kindness, laughter and joy in the company you keep  I hope you trust in answering your call moving the bound and freeing the flow following your resonance and tuning into the depths of your being …

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tell me

Photo by Matt Nelson on Unsplash tell me am I diminishing myself choosing your company  making a bid for you knowing you are not mine am I diminishing myself because I don’t think I am entitled to you or anyone am I playing small being stirred by your being drawn to you with an intensity…

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feeling my heart

feeling my heart how can I not sense l my heart in your presence how can I not light up  thinking of you how can I not be nourished by your grace how can I not come to rest in the space opening up between us how can I not cherish the moments our souls…

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receiving

receiving once my heart learnt to see  what my wounds had obscured what my shadow kept from me the mundane revealed its beauty the boring transformed into creativity the bleak restored its colours loneliness turned into appreciated solitude opposites and discomfort inspired change simplicity freed up energy the impossible gave way to opportunities curiosity awakened…

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tomorrow is not promised

tomorrow is not promised time  most precious days fly past  way too fast saying goodbye to you over and over again and again left and leaving facing the morning a lone  all one with who I am and evolving to be re-imagining myself free of validation holding onto change is all I have meeting you…

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Taking

Taking unknowingly taking knives from my lovers to cut their hearts with how I was cut by my past soothing my wounds by taking innocence  how mine was taken taking back control from a stolen childhood feeling the impact the scars ease and the knives melt  by receiving and opening  to what I had been…

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work in progress

work in progress I am a work in progress  my words and language unrefined  not willing to edit my voice intend on showing up open-hearted poised to learn anew  what has been hidden from my attention  it doesn’t matter  what I have earned already  it doesn’t count for much  to rest on the scars and…

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Finding No

Finding No I am surprised my body knows and my heart feels I am surprised how easy it is  to find my No or sense a clear Yes I am surprised that when I ask the moment when I pause and access my stillness a response forms an answer formulates I am surprised how easy…

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