running away

Photo by Janosch Diggelmann on Unsplash running away  for far too long have  I been running away by standing in one place it’s time for me to lift the anchor I am the task what I leave undone stays undone and no one is coming to save me I don’t want to feel better but…

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best way forward

Photo by Stormseeker on Unsplash best way forward getting easily stuck in my defensiveness  and limited perception my dogged stubbornness to fix missteps quickly  does not help my need to restore harmony when I am anxiety-driven, neither the bigger picture eludes me when I can’t see perspective deceiving myself of the impact  orchestrated, unintended yet,…

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my biggest problem

Photo by 愚木混株 cdd20 on Unsplash my biggest problem is my heart — when it speaks its truth, expressing itself in my way of being on my sleeve, not hiding at all despite its injuries, it has not learned to lie, to cheat, to manipulate it has never been its nature you are welcome to…

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where do we go from here?

Photo by Silas Baisch on Unsplash where do we go from here? we are not speaking because I spoke up my words did not land as intended disturbing the tender ground between us stirring waves higher than expected threatening to erode what we created not feeling seen – hurts not being heard – stings not…

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discord

Photo by Carsten Stalljohann on Unsplash discord placing internal turmoil on your shoulders and dumping it on you I had no right to do my inability to hold so overwhelming for me but dumping it on you I had no right to do unable to ignore what you hurl back at me no longer am…

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here and now

Photo by Ian Keefe on Unsplash here and now no longer am I chasing happiness nor am I playing to outer validation no longer am I slave to expectation no longer am I asking you to take away distress no longer am I running from discomfort or hiding from my pain holding space for inner turmoil…

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