Photo by Chris Lawton on Unsplash treasure I treasure what we shared never was there anything casual about us for me and not a moment did I take you for granted despite my resistance to change setting me free was the kindest thing you have done welcoming your truth I leave filled with love more…
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Photo by Annie Spratt on Unsplash after walking with you getting lost in your eyes with your breath on my skin and my fingers in your hair sharing laughter and tears of joy pleasure and moments of pain after touching my hearts desire I can say I have lived and I have loved what more…
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Photo by Robin Schreiner on Unsplash my love for us does not so much show up in romantic whispers in rose peddled bedsheets or grand gestures it delights in our honest expression and playfulness in being open and present to the space we each need it rests in listening with curiosity in hearing you without…
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Photo by Richard Felix on Unsplash fight my fight is not with you it never has been nor will it be I am facing myself in the ring exposed to my weakness my sorrow pain my joy and pleasure pushing into my wounds ripping into the scars of healing and punching the hell out of…
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Photo by Ankush Minda on Unsplash sometimes sometimes I am unable to keep pace with myself and with you sometimes when you go it is like a long goodbye to we don’t know when and when we meet again it is like we have never parted resonating and moving into ease once more and sometimes…
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Photo by Eugene Lagunov on Unsplash vanity I am a clown of vanity seeking validation everywhere chasing empty meaning to exhaustion from one shallow high to the next tired of the chase and the energy I waste I find no peace in rest endlessly repeating what does not work for me my masks weigh heavy…
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Photo by Johny Goerend on Unsplash beat of your heart when my attempts of feeling your heart when yearning for its beat meet with exhaustion and distance with circumstance and busyness when my longing for its joyful song its delicious embrace flirt with disruption and disconnection with impatience and avoidance I will recall the ease…
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Photo by Viktor Forgacs on Unsplash no way out I can’t meditate my insecurities away escape my past and numb the leftovers I can’t talk my way out re-telling my story reaching for better thoughts without taking perspective I can’t be dieting or fasting myself into a better me reshaping my soul through exercise my…
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Photo by Justinas Teselis on Unsplash melting there are my tears that you won’t see there are the sobs you would not hear and no patience to read my words there are the moments we don’t get to share and a spaciousness you can’t fill there is the pain I often hide yearning for more…
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Photo by Mitch de Klein on Unsplash pleasure is water showering my head and blissful sensations trickling down tickling me a soft breeze stroking the sun kissing my face it is sweat rewarding my effort and strong winds filling my sails the cold shaking and warmth embracing me it is me rising up effortlessly against…
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Photo by Didssph on Unsplash coming out I hear your call but might not heed it coming out of my shell is sometimes too much to ask I like the freedom to retreat into its sanctuary into rest pause and stillness laziness of thought and action into the shelter of quietness when I join you…
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Photo by Jason Leung on Unsplash the shape of music never still continuously flowing from one interval to the next expanding in colour intensity and quiet pause excitement and curiosity builds in the presence and absence of sound leading to liberation from thought enticing spontaneity in action following, breaking and playing with its rhythmical guidance…
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