Photo by Linus Nylund on Unsplash drifting out at sea or out to see ? listening to tears and whispers of my soul I understood the day I lost myself was the day I lost you looking for myself I will never need to chase anyone again
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Photo by Yann Allegre on Unsplash blame the mirror not one to run for the hills when the going gets tough I still blame the mirror for what I don’t like to see when desires cloud my senses and wishful thinking my mind my heart will look in the wrong place for its boundless love…
Read morewhen sorry is not good enough
Photo by Jordon Conner on Unsplash when sorry is not good enough fear gripping me and being dead to my feelings I derive meaning from the state I am in seeking to escape the consequences of not fully exposing myself to what hides beneath and attempting to run away from myself to leave the overwhelm …
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Photos used by Mockup Graphics and Michael Walter on Unsplash unmeasured my heart hasn’t learned to measure its love for you ferocious in its intensity alive, gentle and tender but not yet fearless in its expression loud when transforming sounds onto paper a mere whisper when reaching you seeking to caress and kiss you with…
Read morewide open
Photo by Connor DeMott on Unsplash wide open you receiving me I had been utterly vulnerable unashamed of my tears not hiding my flawed self and stripped away of false confidence in your presence I was naked with my assumptions questioned my projections rejected I bared myself in front of you my shadows exposed my…
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Photo by Chris Barbalis on Unsplash shadows if only ours could be friends if only our souls would infuse them with light looking back I could not see the shadows of my past I had been afraid of yours coming out of hiding swallowing and spitting me out triggered by my clouded projections now that…
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Photo by SUHAIL RA on Unsplash no love lost erasing what my heart has touched is impossible with its memories alive of your light stirring me the feelings continue soothing my wounding the traces of you linger on your sparks keep fanning my fire despite shadows clouding it all I have lost a lover but…
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Photo by Chris Lawton on Unsplash treasure I treasure what we shared never was there anything casual about us for me and not a moment did I take you for granted despite my resistance to change setting me free was the kindest thing you have done welcoming your truth I leave filled with love more…
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Photo by Annie Spratt on Unsplash after walking with you getting lost in your eyes with your breath on my skin and my fingers in your hair sharing laughter and tears of joy pleasure and moments of pain after touching my hearts desire I can say I have lived and I have loved what more…
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Photo by Robin Schreiner on Unsplash my love for us does not so much show up in romantic whispers in rose peddled bedsheets or grand gestures it delights in our honest expression and playfulness in being open and present to the space we each need it rests in listening with curiosity in hearing you without…
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Photo by Richard Felix on Unsplash fight my fight is not with you it never has been nor will it be I am facing myself in the ring exposed to my weakness my sorrow pain my joy and pleasure pushing into my wounds ripping into the scars of healing and punching the hell out of…
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Photo by Ankush Minda on Unsplash sometimes sometimes I am unable to keep pace with myself and with you sometimes when you go it is like a long goodbye to we don’t know when and when we meet again it is like we have never parted resonating and moving into ease once more and sometimes…
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