Horizon When I stand I can see no further than my horizon When I fall I can fall no further than the earth When I speak I can only use the words that are known to me When I am listening I can only hear you when I am present When I respond I can…
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away from myself the further I am from myself the further I am away from you the more I feel the more I am able to be with you, and us the more I touch my hurt not fearing the pain the more I can hold the less I blame you triggering me the more…
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Love is given and not earned it is pre-sent a present a gift un-demanding when recognised freeing when received given without agenda or expectation an expression of joy for its seeds to take root for its beauty to unfold love says you are enough and I am well when you are
Read moreNo choice
no choice I have no choice but to respect my responses (and yours) and express how I am feeling (good or troubled) I can’t help but to listen and hear you sensing your joy, pain and troubles even if I can’t decipher it all I can’t help but to honour your choices your yes and…
Read moreswimming in tears
swimming in tears my tears taking me out to sea tossing me into choppy waters riding the strong current of uncertainty in awe of its power and intensity curious where the movement takes me where I will land swimming in my tears with a wakeful heart neither drifting nor drowning
Read moreKnow this
know this you do not have to earn my love it has been a given from the start allowing it to unfold and express I had to tame my shadow dragon healing from her torment her clever musings her convincing judgements and loosening her grip I am free to step into who I am her…
Read morefalling apart
falling apart tossed about by doubt, opinion and lonely space raw moments of tenderness set in following my tears into me I see sitting taking it slow exploring one breath at a time listening to no thought merging and dissolving reaching for my core and resting in its embrace nurturing my expanding heart sensing its…
Read moreHands alive
Hands alive knowing you in your presence following the pull that brings me close my hunger satisfied with every touch I am taking my longing soothed with every kiss I am stealing touching more than I can feel receiving more than I can give resting in our stillness stirring in our desires
Read moresolitude
solitude I am cultivating space inside where only I reside in joy in pleasure in presence still in movement and moving in stillness sharing serene calm with you the place inside I make my own accessing the not doing seems simple and a treat a re-treat to re-member bringing back home my fragmented selves softening…
Read moreI would rather
I would rather I would rather you are grumpy with me if I am annoying I would rather you shout at me if I trigger your anger I would rather you say no to me if I ask for too much I would rather see you cry if you are feeling tender I would rather…
Read moreVoice to Paper
Voice to Paper when my voice doesn’t carry over distance and you are far when I don’t have your ear when your heart is occupied and I am likely to overwhelm you I will talk to the blank page which will listen always when I can’t find counsel and friends who have space or I…
Read moreGems
Gems no need to seek gems in the moments we share appearing freely and un-asked they are present in the presence sparkling and turned on by time enjoyed together shining on in the memories we birth there is no time to ask for anything more when surrendering to our moments and their unfolding beauty no…
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