swimming in tears

swimming in tears my tears taking me out to sea tossing me into choppy waters riding the strong current of uncertainty in awe of its power and intensity curious  where the movement takes me where I will land swimming in my tears with a wakeful heart neither drifting nor drowning

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Know this

know this you do not  have to earn my love it has been  a given  from the start allowing it to unfold and express I had to tame my shadow dragon healing from her torment her clever musings her convincing judgements and loosening her grip I am free to step into  who I am her…

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falling apart

falling apart tossed about by doubt,  opinion and lonely space raw moments of tenderness set in following my tears into me I see sitting taking it slow exploring one breath at a time listening to no thought merging and dissolving  reaching for my core and resting in its embrace nurturing my expanding heart sensing its…

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Hands alive

Hands alive knowing you  in your presence following the pull that brings me close my hunger satisfied with every touch I am taking my longing soothed with every kiss I am stealing  touching more than I can feel  receiving more than I can give resting in our stillness stirring in our desires

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solitude

solitude I am cultivating space inside where only I reside in joy in pleasure in presence still in movement and moving in stillness sharing serene calm with you  the place inside I make my own accessing the not doing  seems simple and a treat a re-treat to re-member bringing back home my fragmented selves softening…

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I would rather

I would rather I would rather you are grumpy with me if I am annoying I would rather you shout at me if I trigger your anger I would rather  you say no to me if I ask for too much I would rather see you cry if you are feeling tender I would rather…

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Voice to Paper

Voice to Paper when my voice doesn’t carry over distance and you are far when I don’t have your ear  when your heart is occupied and I am likely to overwhelm you I will talk to the blank page which will listen  always when I can’t find counsel and friends who have space or I…

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Gems

Gems no need to seek gems in the moments we share appearing freely and un-asked they are present in the presence sparkling and turned on by time enjoyed together shining on in the memories we birth there is no time to ask for anything more when surrendering to our moments and their unfolding beauty no…

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when my heart makes love to you

when my heart makes love to you when my heart makes love to you my soul comes alive adoring your enchanting beauty dissolving in pleasure when my heart makes love to you it honours yours cherishing the gift of your embrace when my heart makes love to you your softness is irresistible your closeness smoothing…

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Silence

Silence silence is my friend my body undistracted my mind listening my heart sensing and my soul present

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shadow whisperer

shadow whisperer when off guard  the shadow whisperer sneaks in  and takes hold  quietly his dark and clever musings triggering me  clouding my heart obscuring it’s love  exposing his grip onto what is no longer breaking the chains of his half truths and drawing back the curtains of doubt takes effort  dropping into stillness breathing…

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Hungry Hands

Hungry Hands my hands hungry and curious exploring and tracing your smooth the ups and downs that are you cannot forget  my lips mouthing, seeking yours  my tongue playing  with the pleasure that is you cannot forget my heart beating fast and yearning slowing and skipping for joy  near the love that is you  cannot…

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