Photo by Richard Felix on Unsplash fight my fight is not with you it never has been nor will it be I am facing myself in the ring exposed to my weakness my sorrow pain my joy and pleasure pushing into my wounds ripping into the scars of healing and punching the hell out of…
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Photo by Ankush Minda on Unsplash sometimes sometimes I am unable to keep pace with myself and with you sometimes when you go it is like a long goodbye to we don’t know when and when we meet again it is like we have never parted resonating and moving into ease once more and sometimes…
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Photo by Johny Goerend on Unsplash beat of your heart when my attempts of feeling your heart when yearning for its beat meet with exhaustion and distance with circumstance and busyness when my longing for its joyful song its delicious embrace flirt with disruption and disconnection with impatience and avoidance I will recall the ease…
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Photo by Viktor Forgacs on Unsplash no way out I can’t meditate my insecurities away escape my past and numb the leftovers I can’t talk my way out re-telling my story reaching for better thoughts without taking perspective I can’t be dieting or fasting myself into a better me reshaping my soul through exercise my…
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Photo by Justinas Teselis on Unsplash melting there are my tears that you won’t see there are the sobs you would not hear and no patience to read my words there are the moments we don’t get to share and a spaciousness you can’t fill there is the pain I often hide yearning for more…
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Photo by Mitch de Klein on Unsplash pleasure is water showering my head and blissful sensations trickling down tickling me a soft breeze stroking the sun kissing my face it is sweat rewarding my effort and strong winds filling my sails the cold shaking and warmth embracing me it is me rising up effortlessly against…
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Photo by Didssph on Unsplash coming out I hear your call but might not heed it coming out of my shell is sometimes too much to ask I like the freedom to retreat into its sanctuary into rest pause and stillness laziness of thought and action into the shelter of quietness when I join you…
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Photo by Ricardo Gomez Angel on Unsplash my hands desire my hands desire can’t find you my kisses won’t reach my body not hugging your warmth my moves not merging with yours though my heart remembers what the touch of your soul the sweetness of your embrace and the flowing into play feel like it…
Read moreI hope something beautiful happens to you today
I hope something beautiful happens to you, today I hope you will meet your heart in a strangers smile and kindness, laughter and joy in the company you keep I hope you trust in answering your call moving the bound and freeing the flow following your resonance and tuning into the depths of your being …
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Photo by Matt Nelson on Unsplash tell me am I diminishing myself choosing your company making a bid for you knowing you are not mine am I diminishing myself because I don’t think I am entitled to you or anyone am I playing small being stirred by your being drawn to you with an intensity…
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feeling my heart how can I not sense l my heart in your presence how can I not light up thinking of you how can I not be nourished by your grace how can I not come to rest in the space opening up between us how can I not cherish the moments our souls…
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receiving once my heart learnt to see what my wounds had obscured what my shadow kept from me the mundane revealed its beauty the boring transformed into creativity the bleak restored its colours loneliness turned into appreciated solitude opposites and discomfort inspired change simplicity freed up energy the impossible gave way to opportunities curiosity awakened…
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