feeling whole

Photo by Alex Eckermann on Unsplash feeling whole never did I ask (you) to take my pain away us being present  and feeling each other was all I wanted your mere company soothing resting next to you delightful getting too close my vulnerability seemed  to scare (you) all you could do was run  from my…

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kidding myself

Photo by Moreno Matković on Unsplash kidding myself when I am unwilling to reveal my struggles  sacrificing you for my discomfort  when I offer you on the altar of my ego when my hidden suffering is quietly spilling over  threatening to drown you when I avoid what you reflect and you have to take on…

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no waiting

not waiting not waiting in the wings for my moment to shine in your light not anticipating  you are finding rest in our closeness not expecting  to move from understudy to supporting role with regular parts to play I am not waiting to be called onto the stage having rehearsed plenty I am stepping out…

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weird

Photo by Kyle Brinker on Unsplash Weird if you think me weird for loving with an unconditional openness  because I can not do any different then yes,  I am weird if I seem weak to you for being vulnerable and honest  when expressing how I feel then yes,  I am weak if you consider me…

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