Photo by roman raizen on Unsplash out of reach looking into the face of my wounding features distorted I do not recognise myself staying still for long enough feeling the fear and holding myself composing myself out of reach the threat of being left in the dark when you seek and ask for space its…
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Photo by Milos Lopusina on Unsplash not hiding my insights and thoughts my silly jokes my assumptions and projections the words pouring out of my pen how I feel how I love my joy my sadness my tears flowing freely bursting out after conception I can’t hold them back I can’t hide them I can’t…
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Photo by Nathan Dumlao on Unsplash coming for me coming into life life is now coming for me its continuous flow of growth and renewal will carry me away sooner than I would wish for there is no guarantee or promise tomorrow’s sun will rise for me again I have no time left to wallow…
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Photo by Majestic Lukas on Unsplash looking my way noticing how scared I am when love looks my way when the closeness I desire moves toward me I am to run or hide most likely from the good trouble noticing how I fear the deep connection I crave so much and how my wounded self…
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Photo by Preslava Glushkova on Unsplash uncomfortably close stepping into what touched my soul and surrendering to its fullness curious about what it wanted to reveal when tears came running cleansing my feelings a blissful lightness washed over me exposing the sadness hiding of missing you excitement and pain desire and bliss their sensations so…
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Photo by Wim van ‘t Einde on Unsplash the game we play there is no scoreboard in the game, we play no red cards no suspensions no penalties no fouls we are not tripping each other up mischievous and naughty tender and sensual joyful and fun and rough at times tied up maybe though never…
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Photo by Li Yang on Unsplash impossible learning to walk was impossible without me collecting bruises along the way when falling countless times without getting up again and again learning to swim was impossible without swallowing water without wetting my feet and being out of my depth learning to love you is impossible without expanding…
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