after

Photo by Annie Spratt on Unsplash after walking with you getting lost in your eyes with your breath on my skin and my fingers in your hair sharing laughter and tears of joy pleasure and moments of pain after touching my hearts desire I can say I have lived and I have loved what more…

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my love for us

Photo by Robin Schreiner on Unsplash my love for us does not so much show up in romantic whispers in rose peddled bedsheets or grand gestures it delights in our honest expression and playfulness in being open and present to the space we each need it rests in listening  with curiosity  in hearing you without…

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fight

Photo by Richard Felix on Unsplash fight my fight is not with you it never has been nor will it be I am facing myself in the ring exposed to my weakness my sorrow pain my joy and pleasure  pushing into my wounds  ripping into the scars of healing and punching the hell out of…

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sometimes

Photo by Ankush Minda on Unsplash sometimes sometimes I am unable to keep pace with myself and with you sometimes when you go  it is like a long goodbye to we don’t know when and when we meet again it is like we have never parted resonating and moving into ease once more and sometimes…

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beat of your heart

Photo by Johny Goerend on Unsplash beat of your heart when my attempts of feeling your heart when yearning for its beat meet with exhaustion and distance with circumstance and busyness when my longing for its joyful song its delicious embrace  flirt with disruption and disconnection  with impatience and avoidance I will recall the ease…

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no way out

Photo by Viktor Forgacs on Unsplash no way out I can’t meditate my insecurities away escape my past and numb the leftovers  I can’t talk  my way out re-telling my story reaching for better thoughts without taking perspective I can’t be dieting or fasting myself into a better me reshaping my soul through exercise my…

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melting

Photo by Justinas Teselis on Unsplash melting there are my tears that you won’t see there are the sobs  you would not hear and no patience to read my words there are the moments  we don’t get to share and a spaciousness you can’t fill there is the pain I often hide yearning for more…

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pleasure

Photo by Mitch de Klein on Unsplash pleasure is water showering my head and blissful sensations trickling down  tickling me a soft breeze stroking the sun kissing my face it is sweat rewarding my effort and strong winds filling my sails the cold shaking and warmth embracing me it is me rising up effortlessly against…

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coming out

Photo by Didssph on Unsplash coming out I hear your call but might not heed it coming out of my shell is sometimes too much to ask I like the freedom to retreat into its sanctuary into rest pause and stillness laziness of thought and action into the shelter of quietness when I join you…

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my hands desire

Photo by Ricardo Gomez Angel on Unsplash my hands desire my hands desire can’t find you my kisses won’t reach my body not hugging your warmth my moves not merging with yours though my heart remembers what the touch of your soul the sweetness of your embrace and the flowing into play feel like it…

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I hope something beautiful happens to you today

I hope something beautiful happens to you, today I hope you will meet your heart in a strangers smile  and kindness, laughter and joy in the company you keep  I hope you trust in answering your call moving the bound and freeing the flow following your resonance and tuning into the depths of your being …

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tell me

Photo by Matt Nelson on Unsplash tell me am I diminishing myself choosing your company  making a bid for you knowing you are not mine am I diminishing myself because I don’t think I am entitled to you or anyone am I playing small being stirred by your being drawn to you with an intensity…

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